Says it all really.
I really really feel like a 5th wheel when it comes to the ingame side of stuff. I have no obvious utility. Like a solar powered torch. If there was stuff I could or wanted to do, that didnt feel like a chore I would (God knows how Red does all the shit he does and the rest of you who help out)
So much goes on in game and given how little my playtime is currently, I never really catch up on shit.
I have no idea what the corps place in the alliance is as they suck for anything on the out of game info side, and even the ingame channels I know about are dead half the time. (Vent and me suck as if I use it I have to turn shit down as it doesnt have easy volume options). Theres probably channels Im missing stuff in, but :S So without knowing that, how can I find shit I can do and do it for the corps and eventually an alliances benefit.
I loathe the very idea of POS warfare, and well thats not going anywhere any time soon. And alliance roaming isnt roaming it seems. Its gate-camping with a tiny amount of movement. As for the actual shooty, too much political BS involved, I want to shoot anything thats not purple and blow the consequences really. Oh and having to show up for ops that then might not happen for another 4 hours while one side metagames the other and then not even shooting something doesnt interest me either. I want blood!
Building & mining doesnt interest me like it used to do. (Given that the fun stuff to build is an awful amount of effort for spending too much time in price wars and such: T2 market is horrid unless you are part of something major and can manage the whole chain and T3 isnt easy either given how OP sleepers are!).
Basically i feel like ive lost my way right now. SO this topic could go away or it could really happen. but meh.