I've had that feeling for a long time yes. Basically since the end of the war. (having noone join planned alliance roams makes me as a FC a sad puppy and made me fairly sick of trying to organize them)
Me, Mangs and Saf discussed some things which affects us from this. Main thing is that at the moment we are too small to really matter. Size is a important factor in eve.
Nerf was/is, bigger than us and was a lot more active recruiting (without any standards though). While none of us want to be huge I think we agreed on that we need to grow to somewhere around 30 pilots (which means perhaps 100 according to dotlan

). This to give us enough people in corp to be independant. Quite simply it gives us enough volume to make roaming and fleets more fun.